Cliff hanger!

Life is like a roller coaster, one minute you are happy, and the other sad. Why do people always have to take me for granted thinking am like one switch you press on and off at will, thinking less about how I must feel when they launch their so called heartlessness..I’m sick and tired of it..Im sick of getting on in this game, sick of falling for women who don’t want me, sick of talking for so long and yet have nothing tangible come out of it...am sick of impressing people, doing the best I can yet get nothing other than rejection most times. Why am I sad right now, why do I feel so dejected..What I thought would be just came crumbling..She promised she'd be my friend..Her words brought so much smile to my face but what did I get only few days after she swelled my heart..No i don’t wanna talk to you anymore or have anything to do with you..gurl ..What were you thinking before you got me on auto drive..What were you thinking when you let down your guards intentionally for me..Now my heart is in it and you tell me you don’t want me no more..What!..

Patches of Gloom

when you look in my eyes
what do you see
A face smiling
even as inside am crying
tried as much to conceal
my uncanny thoughts
the unsymphony
of a harpless cord
but hide i must
that no one sees
the hurt i nurse inside

Thorns!

you pulled the rug under my feet
and stripped the only garb
which protected me from harm
you threw caution to the ill wind
when you knew that it blew no good
You had in the open
for all to see my mockery

why should i forgive you
when i hear people scorn
every step i walk past them
you know the taste of bile
know how much it sucks
yet you chose to feed it to me
and now you go mad
when my own pound of flesh
threatens to tear you apart

Be thankful for everyday you live..(True Life Story)..

She woke up this morning feeling so refreshed
Yesterday she felt so unwell and disillusioned
When asked why the sudden elation
She said I feel so great today,
I can move my hands and my feet aint draggin like yesterday
As if she had a premonition of things to come
All of a sudden whilst having her physical therapy
She slumped and passed out
Helter- skelter everyone ran
From first aid boxes to oxygen tanks
Eyes rolled up and oxygen circulation went from 96 to 89
Felt like forever waiting for 911
Wails echoing through the noisy background
She was resuscitated but could barely speak
Then her heart began to beat so fast
In leaps..
The evil one had come to steal
But she wouldn’t let go
Fighting for her last breath..fighting for life
In a whim, she looked around the entire room
As if to say thank you all
And say her last goodbyes
She made one last look and breathed her last
Our prayers couldn’t take her back

Mortal life..we come, we live and we end it all
A life was stolen in its prime
Leaving a trail of heavy mourners
And a family in utter shock and distress.

The Again Virgin..

I don’t know if I want to feel the soft touch of intimacy again,


It might burn as before,


Tears I would shed,


And dissolve into a puddle on the ground,


To bury myself in another’s body,


To have that permission,


To give that permission,


To meld with another,


So sweet but so new,


Again.

My heart sees..

An open heart
With hidden views
Neath whitened stars
And birds in blues
Across an ocean
Within a sky
My heart does soar
My soul does fly
Flowers share
Their lives of bloom
With me
For because of me
They have much room
Animals gathered
About me anew
Within my thoughts
Two by two
And as time itself
Stops not for zzzzzzzzz’s
Inside a heart of love
Is what my soul sees...

A poem for YOU

'Tis but a color
A faint shade. A hue
A caress of life
'Tis but a bit of blue
'Tis but a sight
Within life's plain
'Tis all for you
Once more again..